"I had no idea being a hooker would make me more money."
"I grew up speaking da kine Pidgin, you know."
"I can hardly be seen
Among the mountains and clouds
Just a tiny speck, obscure and small
yet I exist.
I exist."
- "White Ginger Blossom", 1971
"Imagine this: I'm 18 years old and for the first time in my life I'm living in a house with electricity and indoor plumbing"
WINNER OF THE 2004 HAWAII PUBLISHERS AWARD FOR EXCELLENCE IN CHILDREN'S BOOKS
Frances Kakugawa, who currently resides in Sacramento,
was born and raised on the Big Island of Hawaii in Kapoho,
which was demolished by lava when she was 18 years old. She
has taught for many years in the Michigan and Hawaii public
school systems; conducted language arts workshops for teachers
in Micronesia and in Hawaii; and was a curriculum writer and
lecturer for the University of Hawaii.
In 2002, she was recognized in the "Living Legacy: Outstanding
Women of the 20th Century in Hawaii" book. Today, she continues
to write, conducts writing support groups for caregivers, gives
writing workshops for adults and children, and gives lectures on
caregiving and writing throughout the U.S.
I was in love that year so I put the Christmas tree in the middle
of the busy living room, wanting the symbol of celebration filling
the house. By the end of December, the love affair was over.
Driving home on a country road I saw a large tree and thought, "This
pain would be gone if that tree moved in front of my car."
The tree never moved and out of nowhere, I began to write poems about
my pain. To be vengeful I recorded the poems on a tape and sent them
to him. After a while, I looked at my poems and thought, "Why waste these
poems?" The first publisher sent the editor's comment: "These poems need
to be saved." And the rest is history. Within less than a year, my 2nd
book was out and two more books followed soon after. I still wonder,
"Where did these poems come from? Did I really write them?" And I have never
stopped, thanks to that tree that never moved.
"How did you write these stories?" "Why did you name him Wordsworth?"
These are two most asked questions by readers.
Wordsworth the Poet has a long history:
In the 70's, the Hawaii Culture and the Arts held a contest for
children's stories with a Hawaiian setting. I lifted some poems from
my previously published four books of poetry, added a few new poems
and wrote a story around them. My story won second prize and the mayor
sent me a $100 check. I attended a reception to be recognized. "Not a
good enough story," I said, and filed the story away.
A year later, a local publisher planned to publish Wordsworth. He had
designated a known artist to do the illustrations. The publisher and I
sat down at a restaurant to discuss the book. I was feeling such
exhilaration. I had four books of poetry with my name on each but this
would be my first children's book. At the luncheon, the publisher called
the waitress, "Hey you, come here!" His disrespect and rudeness toward the
waitress were discomforting. "The only difference between that waitress and
me are our jobs," I thought. "Do I want such a man to publish Wordsworth?"
The next day I took my story back and filed it away once again.
About 30 years later, George Engebretson of Watermark Publishing and I sat down to discuss my manuscript, Teacher, You Look Like a Horse. I sneakily took Wordsworth out and read it to him. The rest is history.
George was everything the first publisher was not and Wordsworth said,
"At last."
Actually I didn't say "At last." I said, "What?" You see, those poems
she mentioned above? She got them from these little pieces of paper
I had left in the trash can. Yes, I wrote those poems. I still wonder
what she did with that $100 check. About Scott Goto who illustrated me,
guess who spent hours holding his hand telling him, "Go easy with that
brush, you're making me too fat." Just thought I'd tell the story closer
to the truth. I mean, I was there from beginning to end.
Wordsworth was initially named Iole. Iole means Rat in Hawaiian. George,
the publisher and I changed his name to make him pronunciation and culture
friendly outside of Hawaii. We decided to name him after a poet or some
known work of literature. George even considered Hamlet the Pig. I took
Wordsworth to a Kindergarten teacher and asked, "Can your five year olds
say Wordsworth the Poet?" She said, " Of course," and Wordsworth was born.
Emily was initially called Lehua, a flower from the Ohi'a tree in Hawaii.
Have you guessed how all the other characters were named?
From Wordsworth:
I get mouse chills thinking I could have become a rat or a pig. Our world
can stand only one Templeton and one Charlotte.
So, thank you George, for your idea of renaming me but couldn't you have
named me George or something more common because I'm not a fancy mouse,
just a regular sort of mouse. I know, I know, Frances thinks she's
un-common, to put it politely. She won't let me write in Pidgin. Eh, I bet
I can do some good stuff using da-kine and all dat stuff. Wat you tink,
George? btw, people still call me Wadsworth by mistake. I'll bet you're
always called George. One good thing about Frances' last name, she's always
called Cattlegawa or Kukugawa. I get a kick when that happens.
Wordsworth and I will answer any questions you send us.
Right, Wordsworth? Wordsworth? Where are you? I hope you're writing about
how to write a poem so I can post it here. No Pidgin!!!
Scott Goto did an excellent job illustrating Wordsworth the Poet.
I visualized a few scenes coming out of his brushes and worked part
of the story around them. During a book signing, I saw Scott sketch
Wordsworth in a Karate gi so at that moment,I knew Karate would
appear in my next story. The Rubberband Game came from friend Red
Slider who once described what he saw in his backyard. "I'm going to
use that sunset scene someday," was my instant response. You can say
I'm constantly on the prowl, looking for ideas.
I knew what the theme was going to be: change and dementia.
I also wanted to use two real life experiences: being invited to a
Grandparents' Day by a student and a memory of my mother dancing at PTA
meetings. Scott was unable to do the book so another talented artist,
Melissa DeSica, illustrated this book.
About Melissa, guess who held her hand because she was so excited.
"Melissa", I kept telling her, "change my Aloha shirt already. People
will think I have only one shirt." Besides, when am I going to lose some
weight after Karate classes and all that dancing and running all around
with my friends?" I must say, I had fun with all those poems and games I
played with my friends.I'm glad Frances listened to the readers who asked,
"What happened to the mouse with the crinkly whiskers from the first book?"
He became Eliot, one of my friends.
"Wordsworth! Stop The Bulldozers" is on my desk waiting for a publisher,
So you may have to wait a little while for its release (hopefully not too long).
I was at a lumberyard one day when I visualized Wordsworth and his
friends running through the stacks of lumber and the theme of my
story, "Wordsworth! Stop the Bulldozers" was born. Many of the scenes were
seen in my head as illustrations first, later the words came. My favorite
scene remains Wordsworth standing in front of the bulldozer to save his
favorite tree.
I also wanted to introduce new forms of poetry so I replaced Emily
with another character who wrote tanka poems.
Frances makes it sound so good but I really wanted to write some poems
in Pidgin because that's how I grew up, speaking Pidgin but Frances kept
saying, "No Pidgin, use those two special forms of poetry."Eh? HOw many mo'
book she like I write? Eh, wen she gon get off my back about dis
pigeon stuff?
I don't mind writing but as you know, bit my favorite place was destroyed by
bulldozers. Maybe you can help me find a new place for my solitude. Oh, oh,
she's telling me to write . I gotta go. She like I write some mo' poems now.
Help, readers, I stay one prisona in dis good English place.
I give you three guesses & A hint:
Readers, write to me and I'll give you much better hints about this story.
I think Frances is trying to keep the story under cover. Hints and guesses?
Is she trying to be the next Harry Potter miracle writer, or what?
My email is Wordsworth(@-sign)francesk(dot)org
"Sometimes, all you need is a friend..."
"Butterflies
Holding hands
Across the skies..."
"Why do we make fun of others who look different...?"
"Wordsworth was a poet..."